my tumblr isn’t working and its starting to make me cry

i feel like Gandhi after that rant.

i’m going to have a massive rant and i know no one would care but tumblr is the only place which i can rant without people asking whats the matter blah blah blah.

Firstly I can’t wait to leave school. Well I’m not leaving school, I’m staying onto sixth form but just to get away from everyone for 10 weeks is really good. Also half the people who I dislike aren’t staying on so thats another good thing. But the thing is what is worrying me is that I get really depressed and lonely when I not at school, I’ve only just realised it and if I’m not around people then I’m not happy. At home I just sit in my bedroom and cry because I just realise how lonely and sad I am, but when I am at school I’m just really happy because I’m around people and I like socializing with people. 

Another thing which pisses me off is some people at my school. They walk round and think they are like Gods gift and think they have the right to put people down all the time just for a laugh. I’m sorry but people who do that are the most horrible people on earth, they honestly have no feelings what so ever and everyone is just scared to say stuff to their faces as people find them “intimidating” which is true. Its funny when you think of the future and you know karmas going to come around as people will soon realise their selfish personality and no one will want to be their friends, while all the nice people who they have been picking on will all work out for them. Calling people “ugly” and “fat” or an “idiot” or anything along those lines is just being a bully and tbh, I’d rather have an ugly face than a ugly personality. 

People just don’t know how much it can affect someone by calling them dumb or an idiot or ugly. You can say one positive thing to a person and they won’t take notice, but if you say one negative thing it will stay in their minds forever and it will just bring them down and may result in them being depressed or doing something dramatic.

But yeah I just wanted to get things off my chest and I feel really cheesy lol

i just hate life and everyone and no one knows anything and i just hate it. everybody eventually gets bored of me and i’m just the most useless person ever. 

i have just been sat in my room crying the whole day, i don’t know why i’m so upset but i really really really really just don’t like anything at the moment. :(( not meaning to sound like a sad depressed teenager, but my life is just boring and nothing ever happens in it and i always feel unwanted :(((((. 

i really just cba. all these exams can go die, seriously i’m going to fail them all. i just hate everything about my life atm